You don't expect to walk out of a church service on Mother's Day feeling defensive and ready to write an email to the pastor. That's exactly what happened yesterday. It was all very well intentioned, however I felt ON FIRE for my fellow adoptive mamas.
It started out by the pastor asking fun questions to the audience of probably at least 200 church goers. "Who gave birth to the largest baby?" he asked, which was followed by multiple mothers in the audience raising their hands and sharing the weight of their very large babies, the winner got a flower from the worship leader. "Who was in labor the longest?" was the next question followed by the same result. The rest of the moms in my eye line seemed to be enjoying this little competition and hearing these horror stories of birth. The final question was geared toward grandmothers. Those were the three questions that they used to encompass all mothers.
How do you think that made the woman feel who has had 4 miscarriages and has been unable to carry her babies full term? How did that make those mothers feel who have adopted children after years of infertility. Those woman who would have given anything to give birth to that 11lb baby after 76 hours of labor. This tells all adoptive/foster mothers that being in labor and giving birth is a requirement for being a mother. Obviously this is not the case.
Even though I didn't experience the heart wrenching struggle of infertility or miscarriages, my heart broke in pieces for those in the congregation who certainly have felt that pain and heartache. I wasn't offended as much as I felt fiercely protective of my tribe of other adoptive moms. It's not about getting that elusive flower on mother's day for winning the competition, it's about being included and having society consider them just as much of a mother as if they had given birth to their children. I know I can speak for all adoptive mothers when I say that I couldn't love my children more if I had given birth to them. They are my world. They are my greatest gifts from God and I thank Him for them every day.
All mothers should be revered, respected and honored, no matter how we became mothers. Although we didn't go through hours of painful labor, you better believe we went through MANY more hours of paperwork, interviews, inspections and then waiting. We wanted to be mothers just as much as anyone else and we worked very hard for it. So, please, when you find out we are mothers via adoption, just treat us like you would any other mother. We are no better or no less than any other, we just want to be seen as equal.
Monday, May 15, 2017
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